28 5 / 2013
I shall never feel your life blossom inside,
You’re little kick, or little movements while we wait for your arrival.
I’ll miss all the tears, and all the laughter.
We will never get to go on adventures while you discover the world.
There will be no first day of school.
No proms, or graduation.
I won’t get to see you fall in love or have your heart broken.
I’ll never see you get married, or start life on your own.
I want you to know, that though we will never meet, I love you with all my heart. Even of you are just a thought, you are a part of me, and you live inside my heart.
It’s a blah kind of day. My husband is about to gain another niece or nephew.. It’s heart breaking. Not saying I’m not happy for them. Just really jealous and sad that I will never have that.
22 2 / 2013